It is a very strange feeling.
Like you are just born yet there is no mother to take care of you.
Like you are just married and there is no wife.
Like you have so many friends who are willing to help you to any extent and you do not know what to ask them.
Like you have close relatives to offer you financial help and yet got nothing to ask them.
Like you want to die now and yet there is no strong reason to do so.
Like you thought you had a beautiful house but in reality left with rumbles.
Like you believed the earth was flat and it turned out to be round.
Like you managed to run with the football to the goal post all alone and scored the lone goal of the match, only to realize it was a self goal.
Just few days ago it seemed that I was on top of the world only to realise now I am in the darkest of the dungeons.